First dad.
Then my sister.
Now you.
You're ruining your life on your own, I'm done defending you. Is it worth it?
Do you really want my pity?
I don't sympathize with you, because I've gone through the drug addict dad and drug addict sister. I pity you.
You're pathetic.
Fuck.
I wish I wasn't so nice, I wish I hadn't helped you for so long, I wish I wasn't caught in the middle. I need to tell someone, you need help and you're too hopeless to get it on your own.
Go ahead, hide behind your facade of rage, you're image of rebellion. Keep telling yourself you're the only one, that your life sucks and everyone hates you. It's only true because you keep pushing it onto people. People believe what they see, what you put out there. You want attention so bad do it for the right fucking reasons. Save something, do something, don't fucking destroy yourself and cry about it. I hate the sound of your crying now, it's awful. I wish it never got this bad.
I love you but you live your life in the saddest way I've ever fucking seen.
I'm the type to always try to help people I care about too, but remember: you can't save those who don't want to be saved.
ReplyDeleteShe will realize how great of a sister you are and how she is destroying her life soon enough, just worry about yourself cause after graduation you'll be on your way to getting your Audi and Irish Wolfhound! Love you, keep your head up.
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