Bourne series cheers me up.

I don't want to be afraid anymore.
I constantly talk in circles on this thing.
Maybe it's just easier for me to calm the thoughts in my head. A way of coping with all this bullshit my mind creates. I over think, I'm too much of a dreamer, and I'm a hopeless romantic.
god. damn.

Why the fuck did the world have to put me through all this bullshit.
Yeah sure I've got a heart of gold, and yeah I'm always optmistic and keeping hope, but couldn't that be enough? Why did I need to have this overthinking agitating my brain constantly.
UGH.
so frustrating.

whatever, I need to just go with the flow.
Just relax.
Just relax.
Just relax.
let go, and breathe.