Wednesday, July 8, 2009

Have you ever felt like you've lost your mind?

When one good friend is so hard to find?

Listening to What Counts. I'm so tired.
I feel trapped, confined to my thoughts. Anxiety plauges me, it's crawling up my skin, burrowing underneath into my blood. It courses throughout my veins, through my heart, trying to take down its concrete walls. I won't stand for it, I can't second guess myself anymore.
Has anyone here ever felt like this before? Where your thoughts completely consume you, and the path of mind and mouth starts to separate, fighting for their independence? I feel as though I can't relate anything to anyone anymore. My mouth is lazy, but my head is busy. I feel so disconnected.
I need to get away.

1 comment:

  1. Yeah, I've been going through this a lot lately. I come home from work and all I do is sit around and think...